再不来除草这里就要荒废了

  看这标题就晓得我又是来混更新的。
  这么长时间里我一直都在Tumblr上玩，然后翻墙去Youtube。只是FG不太给力YT没法登录，推特也没法登录，只好当隐身党搜刮资源。白天就是weibo。每天不足八小时的睡眠让我觉得鸭梨很大，精神也不是很好，思维也不够清晰，本来已经减重到49了可是最近无规则的饮食又让我回到52……无语凝噎泪眼望天。

  然后今天本想打算重温一下松隆子的《告白》，可是又鼓不起那个勇气——整个画面实在是太黑暗了，毫无希望的扭曲变态的日影，我不敢看第二次。虽然里面有masaki可是他十足就是一个被利用的很傻很天真的idijt。于是果断放弃，就着OST简单回顾了一下情节，弄了个英文版的简介出来放在了汤上。复制黏贴如下：

  This song is creepy to me after watching the movie “Confession”. It’s about a high school teacher’s revenge for her daughter, who was murdered by two of the teacher’s students. The heartstricken mother injected her husband’s blood-infected with HIV-into the boys’ milk. It didn’t work and she knew it, because this was just the very first step of her plan-to frighten the boys. Under great pressure, one boy went nuts and stabbed his mother. Another brilliant one struggled for almost one year. When he thought things was under his control by preparing detonate a bomb he put in the assembly hall, the bomb had been sent to his own mother. He pressed the button unknowingly.

  It seemed an accomplishment after the teacher told the poor boy he just killed his mother by himself, and watched him break down. However, the loss would never come back. She punished the murderers in her way, for the Law couldn’t punish these under ages. And she deserved to live alone for the rest of her lifetime.

  The song played at the beginning of the story. It sounds so happy, so hopeless and distorted.

 

  this song说的就是第一首Milk。虽然我第一印象是creepy，但在听懂了它的歌词以后觉得……怎么都很邪恶：
When I feel lonely
Please stand beside me
and give me the milk
I always dream of
No more deep sorrows
No more cheap love songs
Now come inside me
Let me drink you all up

Lots lots of you my lovely milk
Forever I will love you my sleep milk
and I will always be the one to be with you my lovely milk (my milk)
Things all are tender can you hold me through
and even when the hardest time we share
The wonderful relation with the lovlovlovely milk

想歪的同学来和我一起面壁吧 OTZ
整张原声碟都很赞，也都被电影染上了褪不掉的一股子诡异味儿。果然如三叔所说，世界上最可怕的是人心啊！